i was told to b strong cause of him.. i did.. cause i noe.. i can live without him anyway.. i was 1 time being told lk dis.. tat's y i nvr told sum1 tat i lk them at all.. cause i noe d result would b lk dis.. i should kept it in my heart 4ever.. i noe i was not pretty enough... i was not gud enough compare 2 her.. i noe tat.. tat's y he choose her.. didnt choose me.. i noe tat earlier b4..