2day is d 2th holiday of august.. very sian.. doin nuthin.. not watchin tv den sleep.. if not oso play com.. nuthin to do oso.. haiz.. duno wad to say.. 2day receive again d mad gal message.. says tat she is interested wit me la.. sumthin sumthin.. say wana get to noe me la.. ask me to add her so she can giv me her photo la.. say world hav colourful things bt love reali is a big matter.. siao wan la her.. she think i m wad?? i m lesbian?? or i m a guy?? she think i wan to xiong tai ar..?? ki siao la her.. i dun even noe her.. wad is her problem? she summore didnt say which profile she saw me.. i oso very malas wana layan her.. so i delet her message.. stupid wan la dis type of people.. tats all i wanna say.. tqtq... tata!!!! adios...

i got sum of my test paper.. very bad.. haiz.. bt i improve sum...
add maths - 28
maths - 31
akauns - 47
science - 46
ekonomi - 74
haiz!! dis time did badly cause d week b4 exam.. gt my ancestor's praying.. damn la.. 2 days berturut-turut didnt study... tat's y dis type of result coming out.. summore get hurt.. during exam soo difficult to write eh.. haiz!! nvm la... i wil try my best in my final exam dis year.. i wun giv up... i wun let ppl luk down on me!!

kinda long i didnt write rite?? bz la.. sry lo.. hehe.. laz month i was wit a guy.. but broke up wit him few weeks ltr.. cause he...!!! nvm.. xbody cares.. 4get bout it.. lets go to new topic now.. on wednesday (8/7/09) i went to a seminar.. it is bout cybersecurity.. on how to protect ourselves from hackers, phishing n etc... it is very gud seminar 4 all d student n parents n adults n oso teachers... i reali recommand all of u to go if theres chances.. take a opportunity.. it is reali 'berbaloi' u noe.. all the speeches n talks are very vulnarable.. reali!! i oso saw kinds of people there from young to adults.. they r very nice person.. i guess!! hehe... its ok.. i did make frens although juz 1 - 2 oni.. but at least i did rite!! hehe.. i oso saw guang yeong.. reali didnt exspected tat too.. reali giv a heart attack when i saw him at ppd in d morning.. he keep bullyin me.. haiz.. bad!! bad!! i oso duno y la!! when i take pic wit d mr. will gardner n my frens n teacher oso he wana c.. kacau my mood oni.. feel lk wana belasah him pulak.. ish!! hehe.. but all time he is very nice person.. nothin to doubt bout it.. hehe.. thats all i can say lo... hehe.. tata!! muakzzz!!!!!

sumthin happen badly durin skul days.. tat time i was wit a guy.. not d guy i mention on d earlier post.. d guy tat i mention in d earlier post made a lot of trouble wit his frens towards me... until i cant stand.. i cried at mcd when they say me.. xbody protect me.. sumbody tat i exspected.. no!! x1!! but my frens did.. i was very lucky 2 hav dem... in my life!! haiz!! its ok.. mayb it is my luck of life!!

i hav decided... mayb i wil accept tat feller's luv.. mayb he is goin 2 b my bf 4 now.. i m not sure bout tat case.. c 1st lor... haiz... at laz i made my decision bout him... haiz....!!! 2day nuthin special topic to write.. hope u dun b angry... haha!!!

2day got exhibition at our skul... it is all bout our career after form 5... i took nursing, communition n law.. i thought of dis 3 oni.... i oso duno la.. n 1 more thing... i stil duno whether wana accept d guy who lk me or not... he is a very nice guy.. he go merentas desa oso thinkin of me.. cause of me... he wanted to get top 20 but he failed.. he dun wan to talk to me n even face me 4 few days... cause he couldnt get top 20.. he say he promise he wil get it... but he failed.. i dun mind.. at least he try his best... after i told him.. he talk to me back.. he send me a mail.. he ask me to accept his luv n 4givness.. i repied him tat i accept his 4givness... but i didnt reply tat i accept his luv... cause i m confused... i duno whether wana accept or not.. i scared i accept i wil break his heart... if i dun accept he wil wait 4 my answer... i oso duno.. should i accept ot not?? haiz!!! very jarang got dis kind of human lk him liao... i oso duno la... i nid time lor.. hope he giv me time...

i hav a kai kor named khor guang yeong.. dis year 18 years old.. study b4 at high skul kajang... hehe.. very nice kor kor... 2day got karnival pandu puteri at dataran kemerdekaan, shah alam.. soo boring er... nex time dun go le... reali... i advice u not to go liao... but got experience lo... den u not dummy la... haha... emm... all dis while a guy treat me very gud... nice guy... smart guy... oso study at high skul kajang.. smae age as mine.. he told me he lk me.. he promise me tat he wil get top 20 4 merentas desa yesterday but he didnt... den i sms him.. i told him not to b sad.. but he didnt reply me.. both of my sms.. i was reali angry cause i hate ppl who didnt reply my sms.. until juz now.. i on my email.. i got a mail from him.. he said he disspointed me.. he wan my 4givness.. he wan me 2 accept his 4givness n his luv... i replied tat i m xbody tat can accept his 4givness.. its ok if he didnt get top 20.. at least he try his best.. at least he can run... not lk me.. how fast i run oso i cannot join merentas desa.. so i said i accept his 4givness... i didnt say i accept his luv... cause i reali duno wad to say bout it... haiz!!! can sum1 tell me wad to do??

2day i got d real kedudukan in my class... got number 6/46... very hapi.. haha.. hope i can continue do to d best lo... 2day nuthin to say la.. hmm.... em... sabita noe tat a guy lk me.. she noe.. i ask her.. she say got la.. she heard from everywhere... cause their mouth couldnt stop talkin... haha... n den kasturi said tat a guy duno sms or call her tat am i ok.. cause he dream bout me.. sumthin bad happen to me.. i oso duno le.. weird la.. haha...